Shabbat of Sidqa
Shabbat of Silence
“Inana Assyout Leba – I Am the Healed Heart”
A Mystical Reflection Before the Month of Iyyar
By Ana Otero | The Desert Rose Mystery School
As we enter this sacred Shabbat, we are embraced by the Balsamic Moon, the final lunar breath before the New Moon arises. In the sacred language of Aramaic, this phase is known as Sidqa, a word that holds the vibration of righteousness, silence, and alignment with divine truth.
Sidqa is not merely the end of a cycle, it is a holy still point.
It is the Shabbat of Silence.
A soft pause in the breath of creation, where the Divine invites us not to speak, not to strive, but to listen.
In the ancient Aramaic mysticism whispered through the teachings of Yeshua and carried in the womb of Mary Magdalene, each moon phase has its own frequency. Sidqa is the phase of inner cleansing, of resting in the womb of silence, where healing does not come through effort, but through surrender.
And this Shabbat carries even greater potency, as it precedes the arrival of Iyyar, the Hebrew month of healing.
Iyyar – The Month of “Ani Hashem Rofecha”
“I am YHVH your Healer” – Exodus 15:26
Iyyar is the month where the manna first descended in the wilderness, where the bitter waters of Marah were made sweet. It is the month where the Israelites, weary in the desert, began to remember that healing is not external, it is a return to Divine trust.
In the soul – lunar calendar of the mystics, Iyyar – Taurus is the rebirth of embodied wholeness. The Shekhinah descends to restore,yet, before the healing can pour in, we are asked to prepare the vessel. And this is the work of Sidqa.
The Aramaic Mantra of the Healed Heart
Inana Assyout Leba אֲנָא אַסְיוּת לִבָּא
“I am the healed heart.”
This sacred mantra is a remembrance of wholeness that was never truly lost.
In Aramaic, Assyout carries the resonance of healing, mending, divine restoration.
Leba is the heart, but more than the physical, it is the soul-center, the dwelling of Ruach, of Breath, of Spirit.
To speak this mantra is to awaken the inner sanctuary. To breathe it is to open the door of the Temple within.
In a world that teaches us to search for healing outside, this mantra brings us home to the sacred inner temple, to the place where healing is not earned but remembered.
A Ritual for Shabbat Sidqa
The Healing Silence of the Heart
You will need:
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2 Shabbat Candles
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A small bowl of rose water or spring water
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A shawl or head covering (optional, for containing the sacred)
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A quiet space
1. Prepare Your Space
Light your candles as you enter sacred space. These Shabbat candles represent duality going into unity.
2. Place your hands on your heart
With each breath, gently whisper:
“Inana Assyout Leba”
Let it vibrate from your lips into your body, from your body into the earth.
3. Anoint your Heart
Dip your fingers in the water and gently touch your heart center.
Say:
“I receive the healing that was always mine. I return to the truth that I am whole.”
4. Enter the Silence
Close your eyes. Let the mantra dissolve. Sit in Sidqa, not empty, but full of presence. Listen. Trust the silence to speak.
5. Closing Blessing
Wrap your shawl around your shoulders. Offer gratitude for the healing already unfolding. Whisper:
“Ani Hashem Rofecha – I am the healed heart.”
The Shekhinah, like the moon, moves in sacred cycles. This Shabbat, allow yourself to rest in Her rhythm. To be still enough to feel the breath of Alaha within you. To trust that healing is happening.
Inana Assyout Leba.
I am the healed heart.
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Wishing you a radiant day and a blessed Shabbat.
AHAVA,
Ana Otero
